No recourse

I can admit I didn't know
I had no way to measure sorrow
Then in a moment all was changed
and now for me there's no tomorrow

Perhaps for others there is hope
and reasons to get up each day
Sadly, I can find no answers
Just emptiness that does not fade

I'm contemplating ways to end
This dreadful journey life's become
I know it's cowardly and wrong
I just don't care to carry on
This life, this journey I am on

No more kisses

No more kisses can I give you
No more hugs before goodbye
No more laughter shared between us
Only tears for me to cry
Endless tears for me to cry

Frenzy

When I'm in a rush and frenzy
Fearing I will lose my mind
Frantic thoughts feel quite like
madness
Search for things I cannot find

You are there to slow my frenzy
You the calm amid my storm
Soothing smiles and gentle
kisses
Sheltered there within your arms

Nearing midnight, you lie sleeping
I'm awake, again, it seems
Smiling to myself in darkness
Knowing you are all my dreams

A Loss Too Great

My mind knows it must set you free
But, what then, of my heart
My heart knows this just cannot be
it has right from the start

For tell me, if you know a way
To stop this dulling pain
To learn to live without my heart
To help me breathe again

They tell me I must say goodbye
The time has come to part
But, tell me, how am I to live
For I've a broken heart

Last Goodbye

I did not know, 'til now
Although I thought I might
How hurried loves last flight
How quietly it came
How measured were the breaths
When last you said my name

The anguish of goodbye

Hands clasped in deep despair
Can't hold you to these shores
Each measured breath I take
Is measured against yours

For though I try to grasp
The time has now arrived
My heart now beats alone
Heartbreaking last goodbye

Last September

Memories upon a page
Of what I can remember
Shades of light upon your face
Smiles of last September

Bits of conversations shared
Funny things you told me
Wanting just to hear your voice
Have your arms to hold me

Sweet, the heartache memories bring
Aching, full of longing
Linger through the night unslept
Day around me dawning

Photographs of your bright face
Help me to remember
How I yearn to turn back time
And relive last September