Misunderstood

Is there no place I can feel safe
Where I can be myself
And the people I love will see me
As I really am
My real intent
My real purpose

What have I done
When did I become this person
Whom everyone assumes the worst of
Why can't I disagree
Without being accused of
Ulterior motives

Just when I think I have
Turned a corner
Begin to feel safe
Start to reach out, speak out
I am reminded not to be too sure
Don't say too much
Don't express a differing point of view

Don't make waves
Don't rock the boat
They don't like that

Loneliness in a crowded life